disappointing
you? take yourself off my fb? who gives a damn? but for you to have them to? yeah thats really disappointing. but hey thats what the point was right? oh well life goes on..
blah rivisited
feeling sick and uninspired..not exactly a great finals combo…I will hopefully pull it together as I usually do…
The End
I think people who use their children to screw with their ex’s are disgusting and deserve every bad possibility life has to offer. The End.
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i think the stress of life is wearing me out, literally. good God I need for things to go right and in a positive manner. i am beyond tense. damn it.
miss
I got to have a moment this week where I wasnt thinking about projects, deadlines, graduation requirements/countdown, household repairs/necessities, or anything else that is jostling to monopolize my time…..and it was wonderful. I miss that…the hanging with people just for the sake of it, unconcerned what I needed to get home and do. I miss just breathing and going for a walk and instead of saying “yeah i want/need to do that/go there etc, and just did it. This semester has been a reminder of what I want…and what I allow myself to miss…and that needs to change.
disappointed..
every once in awhile i think ive been as disappointed as possible in someone…and then they show me I can be even more disappointed in them. what breaks my heart is some people are willing to hurt those who need to be supported the most, simply to be manipulative and controlling to others. i want to be angry in this situation, but instead it makes me feel disappointed…and sorry for people like that…
